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the loneliness is killing me i am not myself Thursday, December 22, 2011
anything for you, darling life after o levels can be summed up in a single word: aimless there's no goal anymore, or at least until the results arrive. Then an avalanche of over-thinking and crying and trying to travel back in time (or wishing i didn't watch that one episode of grey's and invested that 45 minutes into more meticulous detail of diffusion and osmosis) will probably ensue. right now my parents are assuming i will do fabulously given the vast amount of time i spent studying. at my best it probably reached up to 14 hours a day, but that doesn't necessarily translate into the beloved A1s. i think i'm actually slightly worried about getting my results back. FASCINATING. i have done absolutely nothing in the past 10 days and i hate it. i sleep till 12pm and i can't be bothered to drag my ass out until 4pm when the sun has set. I really hope i'm sick because if i'm well life isn't worth living. Friday, November 11, 2011
isn't it funny when you think you know someone and then you figure out you've got them all wrong? when that person you thought you knew was a mere facade, a shell of this individual? when you've tolerated that person's shit for so long, thinking that you're the one with the problem and that the other person is tolerating you? isn't it horrible how multifaceted people are? isn't it horrible how judgmental we are? isn't it funny how simply and easily people abandon their peers for their own selfish interests? And isn't it a marvel how quickly people can change for the worse. It seems like it takes a lifetime to build up a good reputation, but it takes a mere 2 second hurricane of destruction to tear apart and rip away every single shred of dignity and pride that holds that reputation up in place. Isn't it funny how easily a person is forgotten? how people who seem like good influences are sometimes the worst people you could possibly hang out with? Isn't it funny how someone can make your opinion seem so valuable and yet completely go against everything you've said? Frankly I don't find it funny at all. I find it idiotic, silly, immature, stupid and completely indignant. Maybe its time i stop taking the shit straight from people's ass. Maybe its time to find friends who would actually value me. Friday, September 30, 2011
a heart thats out of touch a soul that knows too much doing my best not to fall sick and study in between EVERYTHING trying to overdose on internet so as to make a nice clean cut from it (think cold turkey) i think i'm like 80% OD-ed like i need really uninteresting websites to browse and make me pick up my textbook. Well, that's what fridays are for anyway. Saturday, September 17, 2011
is this really ideal? "The four stove kitchen, albeit it being a far cry from the kitchen of my dreams, will suffice" Am totally prepared to become a novelist (grocery store literature, to be more specific in the area of novels i will venture into, if you have referenced to above) if the dream of becoming a surgeon completely falls through. Wish me luck. Tuesday, August 30, 2011
sexy and of course, i know it prelims are over which is just another sign of the impending doom and treachery that the o levels will bring. my results were... alright. i can't really complain because it appears that everybody else did a lot worse than they expected. Shaved off 3 points from midyears so that puts me at a very volatile 9 points. Need to shave off another 3 AND get an EXTRA A1. Because everybody knows if you get 7 A1s you get to go on stage. I want that. Who doesn't? So I've asked my parents to buy me my own stage if i only get 6 A1s. They seemed quite agreeable to that idea. So as long as i get six points, bling bling baby i get to celebrate on stage. Spent the past few days studying and i actually really enjoy it #don'tjudge Wednesday, August 10, 2011
welcome back i cannot find it in me to read local blogs anymore because i fear that habitually i will begin to speak like they do. it sounds extremely elitist, i understand. the usage of vocabulary is quite limited and once again i understand, the education system does not really cultivate many very well-versed students/speakers/bloggers, i believe that they tend to cater more towards the maths and sciences and completely neglect the arts and progressively, less and less attention is diverted to the english language. Especially with the growing economy of China. Oh yes. We must improve our chinese and get jobs there because we are angry at foreigners for stealing our much much MUCH deserved jobs so lets go to their homeland and steal their jobs. Retribution. |
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