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Sarah is constantly aggravated by a few choice people who decide that its okay and fun to never do their work and thus force it upon her.
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
the second hand unwinds  3 words to summarise today: Not enough sleep. Freaking 5 hours of sleep and a full hour of sitting in the car getting all antsy and not being able to fall asleep is the most probable reason of why i did such a shitty timing today. Because my brain fell asleep at the plunging block. Fun. Didn't even realise i was supposed to swim back until i surfaced and stoned for about one second. But whatever! its over and its DONE. FINALS TOMORROW, WHOEVER WANTS TO COME CAN GO MAKE YOUR WAY TO SSS AFT. SCHOOL. Bus 171 or something goes there or somewhere near there. whatever. just take a cab or whatever. everyones throats hurts. Monday, April 27, 2009
i just poured my heart out there's bits of it on the floor L-O-V-E's just another word i never learned to pronounce  School is boring. I'm back to listening to chiodos. They aren't that bad, actually. Just need to get over the fact that the guys voice teeters on the edge of being whiny. Speech was messed up. We all kept whispering yun's lines to her and the teacher (looked like) didn't notice. So that was good. except that actions were off and we were all laughing half way through the thing. CA's grandma dress is sexy. HAHAHAAH. Made some weird plant tissue thing! And everyone named it weird things. Hiorns: 'The Hotness' CA: 'LeFawnda Voh something Dynomito' If you named your kid that, 'I WOULDN'T EVEN CALL MY KID! how to pronounce. crazy.' - Karyin. Finals tomorrow & wednesday and SEC 2 CLASSES HAVE NOT BEEN SELECTED TO GO AND CHEER FOR THE SWIMMERS. No, instead, they're sending un-enthu sec one classes with NO SWIMMERS WHATSOEVER. I mean, seriously, i think a lot of the sec ones lack school spirit and they should just suck it up and except the fact that they didn't get accepted into -insert school name of choice- and learn to like it in MG. Because that's how we roll. I didn't even have to go through the denial part, since MG was my first choice and i have plenty of lovely memories after only 16 months at MG. So you all better be screaming until your lungs burn. Cheer for m'gan(meagan. cannot stand calling her by her full first name) and zer and lisa and those crazy fast people like KY and BDiv because the rest of us no hope already. <3 Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Cameras are flashing while we're dirty dancing  Restate: 1. I will not stand for insignificant arsefarses to block my way. Ie Q and X. 2. Those who are not my friends and laugh at my jokes will receive black-faced looks from me. Unless you completely do not know me, therefore, i would not have an unfair prejudice against you. 3. Q and X should really learn some manners. Like honestly, if you want to 'make life hell' for people, it isn't working. All you're doing is irritating them, and by the definition of hell, i was kinda expecting some crappy, weird psychotic attempt at recreating a charles manson murder or something like that. Not oh giggly giggly goo, you are so slutty blah. ...I bet you people are going to call me immature in school tomorrow. But guess what? my intellenge quotient is over 148(literally. according to mensa international, in fact. my parents forced me to take the international test at 8, 10 and after PSLE to see if i got stupid or what since i decided not to study. who needs to. just use your bloody common sense because nobody in the real world wants to hear you preach about PCR or PV92), so i'm probably alot smarter than you are. And if you've noticed, bitchez, i do well for on-the-spot papers, not study-of-you-will-fail papers, so don't try to tell me that i'm lying. Because i have results. I'll dig them out, if you want so much. Go ask my parents since you're so INQUISITIVE and have such delicate minds that are so sensitive to bits of information that you can telepathically send messages to your lord hepatitis or zorox or whatever it is you want to believe in. Well screw you, hoebags. Figuratively. p/s. it runs in the family. double meaning intended. Tuesday, April 21, 2009
your faith was strong, but you needed proof.  Tardiness pisses me off and ruins my entire day. TYVM. Some aspects of it, at least. Karyin and I didn't listen during chinese because obviously, laoshi can't do anything about it. Since we were leaving anyway. So LS came up to me and was like, 'NI REN WEI YIN WEI NI YOU BU XI NI SHEN ME DOU ZHI DAO AH?' Then i told her, no no no laoshi, i just did my own studying in my free time. Which i did, btw. Then she clomped off. Then abby and karyin proceeded to attack me once CA got back to class. By trying to make me do that weird eye thing that they do. So i had to find shelter within CA's then-oversized(due to pullover) arm and made her cover my eyes. Then they tickled me and i started screaming and laughing. ... then my face felt like it had botox or something in it for the next half hour. School nationals was unusual. 34.53. Okay lah. Sec one girl beat me by 0.12. I will own her! Melanie did like, super amazing for someone who hasn't been able to kick properly. 38 seconds. even though you didn't get into finals, you did really really good k! and yeah, i doubt anyone really 'felt' the water today. THEN OBVIOUSLY, chiang ranked first. aiya woman! give other people a chance! (don't ah. i'm joking only) But can always give me and KY a chance... :D HAHAHAH. I walked like, 800m to the innova JC bus stop to take a cab. Brilliant right. i save 80 cents. Total cost was like, $12. Bloody taxi rates. Sunday, April 19, 2009
You give and take away   HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANELLA RENPING!:D I <3 YOU TO BITS! And since today you turn 14, i'm going to list the 7 THINGS I 1. 'Lubs Billy' WHILE WAITING FOR PRAWN TO FINISH PIANO(ahem)! 2. Sourcing for argly photos of ____ people on facebook. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. 3. Diet-bolical. Our plans to make _____ gain weight never did work out did it. HAHAHA NVM VERY FUN :D 4. Bus-rides home. You're the only person who bothers to wait for me after swimming meetings! HINT HINT. 5. Leopard, leather, and zebra leggings. 'OH MY GOSH IT'S THE LATEST TREND.' 'K LATER WE GO BUY!' 'Got something wrong with the two of you... -mutters gibberish-'(GUESS WHO XD) 6. Old, nose-digging cheekopeh at KAP. Who proceeded to stalk us for a while. How to forget man. How to forget. 7. YANGTZE RIVER~ hey hey hello :D you wanna sit on the hot seat eh? its FREE and SINGLE! (k i lied, i write you more) 8. OUR SONG is FOREVER Self explanatory :) 9. RENPING! BOWEI! GEI WO ZHAN ZHU! Ah. A memory we couldn't remember. 10. When i am 80, i want to wear rags. XD 11. YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES REMIND ME OF THE LIZARD THAT JUMPED ON MY BACK~ You haven't serenaded me for a while now. 12. *Lick* There, give to fum. HAHAHAAH. 13. LIZARD LIZARD DIE DIE DIE your own impersonation of your face cracks me up. 14. MRS SIM! ITS THE GRUDGE! Huh? -Walk away- Aiya, all our efforts wasted. But very fun. HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY LOVELY! LURB CHU LOADS. ♥ Friday, April 17, 2009
14 years living a sad, sad life. Thankfully not mine.  ... Swimming is so uncanny. I thought i was burning out for freestyle, then i made some major improvement at time trials today. From a 29.92(homg had that timing for the longest, shitiest period of time) to a 29.17. I AM SUPER HAPPY, EVEN THOUGH AT THE SAME TIME, I AM SUPER PISSED OFF. When i feel tired and shit(keep in mind that 2.4 was yesterday, AND i went for the 5.9km training yesterday. Pain like shittybombom) then i do a good time. WHERE IS THE JUSTICE IN THIS? Then when i feel good, i do some craptastic time, and get pissed off with myself and decide that i hate swimming f0revazxswroiqz. So, my plan is to injure myself(or do some super physically straining activity) 1 day before the nationals, then i will feel motivated and swim faster and beat everybody! K lah not everybody. But at least rank 5th or something. Otherwise very embarrassing to see sec 1s ranked higher than you. Unless the sec 1 is Meagan Lim, then that's okay to lose to her. Now i feel somewhat justified to go and dance about my living room. THE SONG OF CA Oh CA! I wink at chu! You wink at meeee! We love chu! Karyin suai bi~ I don't know what that means You love me We write songs and sing along and now we are plotting graphs so stupid Her butt so big. See! I <3 you so much that i went and wrote a song for you! During free time that was taken up by ______ to catch up on our work. ..which didn't happen in the end. Its okay hiorns, lub chu too. Maybe i'll compose a sonnet for you over the weekend and recite it to you on sunday or something. Luvlaye. CHINESE WAS SO EPIC. We played WWTBAM(Who wants to be a millionaire) with retarded questions like, (obviously translated) WHERE IS THE RECEIVER OF THE LETTER'S ADDRESS SUPPOSED TO BE FOR FORMAL LETTER? Then i won the $100 prize and got a chupa-chup. So nice right. Very exotic. Watermelon flavour. Skarly laoshi poison all of us. So anyway, KY wanted answers. And then she kept cracking jokes about everything so abby, jean and I(hiorns so emo during class. -_-) started laughing like mad until laoshi demanded we stand at the side pillar thingy of the class. Where KY made more nonsense jokes and we all laughed even more and then laoshi made us read a passage about a supposedly smart ant. WHAT-EVER. But super funny! Everyone had PFT today! Which the netballers skipped. and a select few skipped. I HOPE YOU PEOPLE WON! Thursday, April 16, 2009
its taking us apart, bit by bit  Ankle gave way again. Bloody irritating. Now i need to go and invest in more tape and go to the physiotherapist and see what exactly is wrong with the joint(s) in my ankle. (yeah lah, all because of stupid 2.4 . THANK YOU JOLYN, ABBY, SHARONROSE, KIND SAMARITAN WHICH NAME I HAVE TEMPORARILY FORGOTTEN FOR OFFERING ME WATER, CA, ZER, KY AND MISS WONG for your help. thing. yeah. :D) Art was cool. Got to use the school's tablets to do some weird design for the ROCs2 shirt in artrage. Becca and jean slept on the floor during the first 10 minutes of chinese. Until laoshi made them go back to their places to sit down properly w0rhsx. Tomorrow: 1. Geog test (supposedly very hard. i will believe that it is.) 2. History test 3. Lit test 4. PFT I WANT TO PON SCHOOL >:[ p/s. hope your ankle recovers jan. Looks scary. :O Wednesday, April 15, 2009
i've got soul but i'm not a soldier  So basically, school nationals are coming up in 5 days. ... and i still don't feel any pressure at all. Maybe its because i've been feeling really complacent when it comes to swimming, because i genuinely have no interest in the sport anymore. Or maybe its the fact that i don't have to be up against so many highly ranked competitors, since its between the sec 1 and 2s. But honestly, there's just this sense of calmness around me. Normally by now i'd be all twitchy and buggy and feeling all jazzed up all the time. And i'd be dreaming of the outcome. Now its just.. blank. Like my soul purpose for swimming was to just get into MG for it or something. Not to excel in the sport, like most people would like to believe is their purpose for staying on in that sport for so long. I haven't bugged my parents about my comp suits. I haven't done anything that i would have normally done in the past 2 years. And that's really urking me right now. So i'm getting antsy for wondering why i'm not antsy about the competition. Excellent. School today was cold. Didn't have to see that ugly fartface for a long extended period of time since she left school early. I did have to see the other 3, though. Raining. Lovely. p/s. All the DELIGHTFUL CHILDREN, what song are we doing? p/p/s. I always suspected becca had a thing for me. THANK YOU FOR INFORMING ME, ABBY AND CA. Tuesday, April 14, 2009
 FUG, FUG AND THE FUGNESS OF THE FUG-TH. If you want to go around calling me a slut, Q and X, by all means, Go ahead. Because OBVIOUSLY i'm so slutty that i go around and sit on random people and flirt with random strangers who i happen to find cute. Yes, because that's how i've been raised up. Unless of course, you're too afraid that something bad might happen to you as a consequence. :O! Keep your fugly mouths shut and maybe i'll decide that indeed i am such a slut and i should just take your advice and we can skip around the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. That is, after all, how you picture your life, right? Oh, honey. I have a beautiful life. A life with social connections and actual friends. I have an okay-not-say-very-ugly face. I don't have pimples. You: -Man-like. -Pimply. -Penis. You are like an irritating wasp in the beautiful rose garden that is my life. It takes one to know one. So bear that in mind, bitch. Monday, April 13, 2009
her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you  Dengue mosquitoes have been the topic of Very petty. But if that happened to you then obviously you'd also react like that as well what. Who wants to do the same topic as everyone else when you have a billion options to choose from? Plastizillas. Anyway, DJW followup week thing was okay. I nearly fell asleep during the prayer because i felt so at peace. -_- But that poor dog. Poor, poor dog. Retainers are !@#@%$%&^*@)^!>?}{#$& irritating. I can't pronounce my 'S's properly, casually. So i'd say 'yehsd' instead of 'yeh-su-uh' For the word Yes. Incase you didn't already figure that out. PFT ON THURSDAY Thursday, April 9, 2009
i have no clue how to get through to you.  Way back when. Sometimes i really wonder why the devil wants to put so much hate and anger in us. I mean like, really. I swear because i'm angry. And i'm angry all the time. But why? How could anyone stand to be so evil? DJW was the only time i've ever actually felt a desperate need to talk to God. I cried. Alot. Too much. Obnoxiously. But whatever. I just felt really scared for some people and needed to let it out. And truth is, it actually helped. Mrs Yap prayed for abby, mak, yun and I. Then told us to wash up. Then we cried. AGAIN. But it felt good. in a very filling kind of way. So i talked to _____, and we talked things through, and well, yeah. Just don't hurt yourself anymore. Jan thinks _________________ is a paikia HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAH. Priya pon school. AGAIN. Monday, April 6, 2009
i'll never dream alone  I'M SO HAPPY I FINALLY TOOK OFF THOSE FRICKING METAL BRACKETS ON MY UPPER SET OF TEETH. Sunday, April 5, 2009
went through the garden of evil  I'm officially disgusted when it comes to people like you. There's always gonna be times when people start to fight and things get nasty. And then one person loses respect for the other. And so on and so forth. So puck you, bitch. Friday, April 3, 2009
this is how a heart breaks  Women have equal rights &therefore, we have to study women's rights for social studies! Today was fan-pooping-tastic. Like, seriously. I met the two grumpiest people on earth today like homg and i completely forgot to bring money to school homg and i got home at 730 today homg! Like, seriously right. Why must we go to bukit chandu? Or the Ford Factory. I KNOW, it has a lot to do with patriotism to our dear country, but screw it. you can't change the past. Don't need to learn about it. Nuff said. But actually it was quite interesting HAHAHAHAH :D CIP was completely useless because i kept telling the tester nonsense about the baobub tree. 'IT CAN STORE 100- SORRY, IT CAN STORE 20- SORRY, IT CAN STORE 120000 LITRES OF WATER IN ITS TRUNK.' Then he told me: 'KNOWLEDGE, KNOWLEDGE, KNOWLEDGE. GO AND REDEEM YOURSELF.' SRSLY, who tests people who want to go do cip. WHAT ON EARTH. but at least i passed. Because i was polite. See lah all you crazy people have this wacko misconception of me being a bimbo. Bimbos are 1. dumb 2. most probably blonde 3. air heads 4. air heads 5. 6. AIR HEADS And if i know this right, wouldn't that make me aware of my situations around me? Unless you yourself don't know that THAT'S what makes a bimbo. Just saying. Might be a sign of uhm.. air headedness? SO SHUT YOUR TRAP. |
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