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Not all scars show,
and not all wounds heal.

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Sarah is constantly aggravated by a few choice people who decide that its okay and fun to never do their work and thus force it upon her.

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©Glamouresque.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
i've got soul but i'm not a soldier


So basically, school nationals are coming up in 5 days.


... and i still don't feel any pressure at all.


Maybe its because i've been feeling really complacent when it comes to swimming, because i genuinely have no interest in the sport anymore.
Or maybe its the fact that i don't have to be up against so many highly ranked competitors, since its between the sec 1 and 2s.

But honestly, there's just this sense of calmness around me.


Normally by now i'd be all twitchy and buggy and feeling all jazzed up all the time. And i'd be dreaming of the outcome.


Now its just.. blank.
Like my soul purpose for swimming was to just get into MG for it or something. Not to excel in the sport, like most people would like to believe is their purpose for staying on in that sport for so long.

I haven't bugged my parents about my comp suits.
I haven't done anything that i would have normally done in the past 2 years.
And that's really urking me right now.


So i'm getting antsy for wondering why i'm not antsy about the competition.
Excellent.









School today was cold.
Didn't have to see that ugly fartface for a long extended period of time since she left school early. I did have to see the other 3, though.

Raining.
Lovely.





p/s. All the DELIGHTFUL CHILDREN, what song are we doing?


p/p/s. I always suspected becca had a thing for me. THANK YOU FOR INFORMING ME, ABBY AND CA.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay