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Sarah is constantly aggravated by a few choice people who decide that its okay and fun to never do their work and thus force it upon her.
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Friday, July 31, 2009
some call me high maintenance  ^Doesn't that just make you squeal with excitement?!?! Anyw, had too much sugar in body today. Went a bit crazy. Felt a bit crazy. Seemed a bit crazy. But neh mind! Sports day was cool. Prappy and weiwei had to be officials. Did high jump. Got 5th. After crazy people like forbes(HAHAHAH I WILL CALL YOU THAT FROM NOW ON), lisa and deborah(sp?) and lara. Then after the event i was walking with CA, then clara grabs me and says, 'you're going to run relay. faster come here.' Xiao ding dang. EH HEY HEY, WE GOT FIRST UH HUH UH HUH UH HUH :D Christelle put a green dot on my nose. Pfft. then while running away it got on my shirt and my hair. I felt glamorous. But during prize presentation, XXXX teacher said that 'NO YOU CANNOT STAND ON PODIUM IF NOT ATTIRED PROPERLY' Then i got very scared and made kaya/esther/crystal/clara/chantal pour water on my face(not successful, ended up on my shirt and shoes) so i could scrub off all the green paint on my face. ...Then i found out it wasn't necessary. So i painted it again! :D Went walking with prappy after the meet thing. Walked to jelita and waited like 15 minutes for a cab. BECAUSE THEY ARE DISCRIMINATIVE AGAINST PEOPLE WITH FACE PAINT. Prolly thought we were uncivilised. Hmmm. Monday, July 27, 2009
almost gone    Been thinking alot this week. I think i know who my real friends are and who they aren't. it might shock people, if you actually know how i feel about you. Because i felt confused and didn't know what to feel. Until i isolated myself for 3 hours and just thought. and thought. and thought. Some just need to grow up. Need to know the right time for things. They just need to respect people's privacy instead of asking supposed best friend if something is wrong and then make assumptions and judge. Sunday, July 19, 2009
we will say bye bye.  (!!!!!!! HEART HEART HEART) Proenza Schouler, Spring 2008  Luella, spring 2007  Chloe, spring 2009 -Am sick. I think the androgynous look has grown on me. Anyhoo, spending hours looking at those pictures is actually really fun. Yeah, i'm not sure if i can be sure that you're gonna do your best not to be so stupid and try something like that again. Because if you do i think i might go crazy. THEY will go crazy. Just... let HER know, even though she may not be exactly connecting with you spiritually. Since you don't want to talk to anyone. Take CAUTION, don't take care, because you won't listen to me if i told you i cared. Monday, July 13, 2009
i love you forever, forever is over. i don't know why the hell sec 2 has to be so screwed up. why after everything that's happened this year, we all can't even bring ourselves to just get over it and move on. I'm not moving on because YOU'RE not moving on. Sure, i've MOVED ON from the incident, because i wasn't badly affected. But what might happen. I can't sit there knowing i didn't do anything. The second an ugly side of you comes to play the second i start placing labels to your name. It hurts. Really. It does. And i understand you're going through alot. No actually i don't. Because you scatter your story so much that nobody knows what's going on. Nobody knows if you're playing us. Nobody knows anything. Sunday, July 12, 2009
eyes on fire  Yesterday, i was scared shitless. For those that know why, you just know why. You probably would have been scared like xiao at the time. But thank God she's okay. Even though it took her about 3 hours to actually reply ANYBODY. Went to church with min today. Watched a video about suffering. And felt like crying because that could like seriously relate to her. And then we went over to her house. And talked. And talked. And then we went to holland v for lunch with priya at the ramen place. Then bussed home with min, and while i was walking home there was this white coloured car(9888, i remembered it because like.. just in case.) and then these 20 some year old guys were busy like just...looking at me. So i visibly rolled my eyes then they drove away and i sprinted back home. And then i'm going to botanical gardens with min and pra and possibly yun later. Friday, July 10, 2009
Gonna smile because i deserve to. Really don't understand human nature. Oklahoma sucked. Because it woke me up. School sucks. Art is even more intense. Book slapped my paper. I felt offended for it. Abby dug her nails into my leg.Again. Crazy lady. Walked in CS again with jan. As per normal. Went exercising with poopoopal, and pra couldn't come because she was busy SWIMMING. Should be reversed! Anyw, we said we'd run up a certain hill 5 times and then we were dying by the second time. But we still did it because min thought the angmorh boy was potentially stalking her and she had to look athletic. Don't even know him and you want to marry him. Tsk. Then we rode bikes along the canal and up hills and down hills. Uphill gear shifting is bloody painful. For your butt. Tmw we're gonna go to SICC gym and go work our arms off! (did not put 'work our butts off' because that would make it seem like i have a fetish for butts.) Shoulders hurt. Pain. Haven't talked to him yet. Sigh. Thursday, July 9, 2009
Oh, swinton.  When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I could offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love. When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years. ♥ Some strange things have been happening. Physically and emotionally. Physically in the sense that i lost 2kg of water weight. Emotionally in the sense that i don't know what i'm supposed to feel. The 'rents have been pissed off at me for 3 reasons: 1. Piano I'm not dedicating my life to piano. So? 2. Training At least i walk up 18 stories and run to holland v. 3. Studies They think i don't study. Well I'M sorry if i was born stupid and the 2 of you have too much pride to admit that yes, indeed, my daughter is terrible at school. Can't stand it. P/s. I also can't stand whiplash. You should know who you are. Tuesday, July 7, 2009
we need to talk about XXXXX  Today i felt like crying while talking about happy things. _______ can do very strange strange things to your emotions. Anyhoo, my piano teacher hasn't showed up. She's an hour late. Fun fun. Busy attempting to play the time travel theme for secret on piano. Fun fun fun. I have such a fun life. I honestly don't understand why i feel like i'm being controlled all of a sudden. i understand that my parents have set responsibilities for me to follow through with and become a person with self control as a result of obeying the 'rents, but really right, i feel like i've become even worse. not in the case of studies, obviously. but in...social growth. Inner social growth. Come to think of it if i'd never even gone into MGS i probably wouldn't be so awkward. I wouldn't feel so out of place. I wouldn't feel like i'm constantly being judged. I wouldn't feel inferior. And i'm tired of trying to help people who ask me for help but don't listen to my advice. I'm tired of feeling used. I'm tired of being lied to. Sunday, July 5, 2009
you have warred with yourself. its time you won.    Yesterday was really boring until 630pm. Tuition till 5, then slacked on the com until 630ish when i realised that i have no life and should go out. So i called pra and we decided to walk to holland v! :D Then we met min+suet yew+shane+cavan(sp?) at nydc and sat there and talked and talked and talked and did super nonsensical shit until like, 930. and min's cousin came along too. fun fun :D Then suet had to go home D: Stupid shane went to go hug her(looked like lion jumping onto like.. a little lamb) and dropped her file. And then all contents of the file went BOOM and then they had to pick it up. Then pra,min,min's cousin jia and shane went to my house with no actually intention really. So we ended up watching cheer videos and charlie the unicorn. at 1130-ish they all left D: BUT THEN THIS MORNING, MIN WENT WITH ME TO CHURCH! Toopid girl never told me she went to ibc. Tsk. Youth was... the same as i remembered it. Kind of. Sort of. Its been like..11 months since i actually went for youth HAHAHA. And after that min went home and i went with the family for lunch at the american club. And then i had tuition. And now and parents want to drag me to the gym. I feel insulted. Friday, July 3, 2009
iced out  Today i learnt the effects of applying hand sanitizer to an open wound. Even though i already knew the effects. But still, i was curious. And the burn surprisingly felt like super reviving. For some strange reason. Maybe that's why abby does such strange strange things. So when i went home today i got out that mini fan and tested it out on my elbow. ...And then i realised i was being very morbid and i should stop doing stuff like that because people would think i self mutilate. School was okay today. ____ ___ got pissed at us again this morning and i got pissed at the class for like, not answering his fricking stupid question. So after about 30 seconds of hesistation i just said, 'To keep the noise level to a minimum' and then he got all BLAHBLAHBLAH RAT'S ASS FAT BLAH on us and then we finally watched a bit of Oklahoma. People slept during music. I still don't understand why. They should have slept through physics. And geog. And Lit. And math. And art. Art was... intense. S chan was making us stand up and tell the whole class a detailed description on what we were gonna do for our EOY exam paper. She doubted me. I doubted me. Now i just doubt my assignment even more. Math was stupid. Spent it doing a book review. Lit was fine, because we had to do a Char.A of Shylock which we ALREADY did so we didn't really have to do anything except bullshit even more. CA told us about some supposed horror movie which abby laughed at because the person stabbed her eyes and ears with a mechanical pencil. I was going to write the name of our geography teacher, but i just completely forgot her name. Like today during recess, clarisse saw me and said hi to me, but i couldn't remember her name so i spent 10 minutes thinking about it until finally i realised her name was clarisse. ANYWAY, Right, name's mrs chong. Mrs chong gave us 12minutes total to do 4 MCQs. That was the nicest thing she's ever done for us. P. teacher attempted to explain angle of incidence to me but then she failed to realise i was just wasting her time because i already knew what it was and how to find it. So basically we just did shit this week. Yeah. That sounds about right. Walked to KAP as per normal with jan except CA and eliza went as well to go So me and jan sat at the stairs again. And watched people walk by. And then went into cold storage. Bought plums. Sat down. Talked. Talked. Talked. And then went home. AND SKIPPED TRAINING. Because my quads hurt like a beach(scene) and my parents have been busting my butt to get me to training. So being the typical rebelious 14 year old fruitcake of a daughter, I did not go. I have not been grounded. Or lectured. Yet. My mom isn't home. But the momster will make the decision in the end. Also, they banned me from lucky charms. Thursday, July 2, 2009
walk this way  School is getting better. Mr ____ ___ is still very irritating. Dunch like. 'AND I THOUGHT ACS BARKER WAS A ROWDY SCHOOL. YOU GUYS ARE LIKE BARKER X2 PLUS HIGH PITCH.' But he has an okay sense of humour so i will not add him to the claudet list. RIGHTO, today cloud called me FAT! So i told her: 'YES, BECAUSE I LIKE TO EAT. NOM NOM NOM MUNCH YUM.' Beach. Its so strange how benchball can make you feel violent. We tried to distract esther today. Didn't work. but we got 'nobody' stuck in her head :D STBU POOPOO :D :D :D Went over to pra's house after school to do holiday homework because the two crazy kukus didn't know how to do the timeline BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T READ MoV! Aiya but nevermind we still finished the thing anyway :D I don't intend on handing up the book report. Though it'll really kill my lit grade. Which my parents have already lectured me about. 'YOU SHOULD BE -hand gestures- UP HERE. NOT -more hand gestures- DOWN THERE WITH EVERYONE ELSE. YOU NEED TO PUSH YOURSELF AND STOP WATCHING SO MUCH YOUTUBE. AND STOP READING CHICK LIT. READ MORE REAL LIT. LIKE FINNEGAN'S WAKE OR MAYBE MORE IAIN BANKS. MAUBE MORE NEIL GAIMAN. STOP READING EMILY BRONTE. BLAH BLAH BLAH.' Actually they didn't request i read Finnegan's wake but i felt that it would add more severity to the situation. ANYHOO, QUOTABLE QUOTES! 'Who do they think they are? Girls?!' 'Uh, dahlberg, they are girls. We are all girls.' 'GIRLS, LOWER YOUR VOICES!' Becca:(in same loud-ish voice but with like, LOWER key tone)'Ohkay.' lao shi(t) is super stupes. HAHAHA. I put hand sanitizer and like pretended to do taichi and slam my hand really hard in her direction so she'd feel it while i was standing behind her, and just i was throwing out my hand laoshi turned around and gave me this stunned look. She then exclaimed, 'NI YAO SI AH!' I felt like a champion. Then we ate stuff in class. YUM YUM CLOUDIA, YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. OH AND AGAIN, Suzie Cues, YUM! i bite chu. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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