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Sarah is constantly aggravated by a few choice people who decide that its okay and fun to never do their work and thus force it upon her.
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010
today is the day today, i attempted to study sec 2 and 1 math. i got from september 2009 back to march 2009 and i honestly could not understand why the hell i was so lazy and didn't do my work. then i looked at all the questions i left blank for inverse proportion and figured out a different way to do it without even understanding the theory behind it. Changes, changes. I'm not even bothering with sec one math because apparently, i have consolidated all my sec one math in 7 worksheets that involve cubes, cuboids, trapeziums, polygons and other strange shapes that over the next 2 weeks, i will learn to enjoy and appreciate. Biology will be set for tomorrow; the human heart, respiratory system, digestion and light intensity graphs. I seriously cannot wait until tomorrow. Then, also, revising all my chemistry calculations such that i won't flunk my SPA and i will get my A1 and be one of the people on the slide show that they call up on stage because they got 7/8/9/10/11 A1s. I believe that that is easily achievable by doing as such; 1. Light revision every single day of random topics from sec 1,2 and 3 starting from january 16th 2011. 2. Homework to be done the day it is assigned 3. Deep intensive thought directed towards literature and english questions 4. Preparing self with beautifully decorated self-help/motivation stickers/post-its to withhold/prevent as many mental breakdowns as possible 5. Relying on God to keep my mind and spirit focused 6. When days of the exam are released, reset the revision to focus on subjects that are being tested on that day. (eg if a math exam falls on a tuesday, every tuesday i will do a math such that i will be mentally and physically prepared for the paper) 7. I will not push myself to do the unthinkable 8. I will not put stress on myself, i will work at my own glacial pace 9. I will get my parents to sit down and have deep intensive talks with me about books such that i will feel more obligated to enjoy fahrenheit 451. 10. I will pay attention during every single lesson, and if i feel like sleeping, i will and must wake myself up by bringing the spray-water and caffeinated pills. 11. I will not skip school in order to get more sleep. 12. I will limit myself to 1 and a half hours on the computer on normal school days, 2 weeks before CTs and 4 weeks before MAJOR exams, i will cut down to 45 minutes. During the holidays, (except september holidays), i will limit myself to 6 hours on the computer. Lovely. 13. Phone is to be used sparingly; when going home or pooing 14. Efficient filing every weekend; should take up about 2 hours of time. 15. Tuition time is not play time. 16. Keep pencil box well stocked with pens, correction tape, erasers, pencils, rulers and highlighters plus pretty pens to take colour coordinating notes. 17. Label every single thing i own so that i will not freak out if something of mine is lost; because that way, somebody has a guilty conscious from stealing from me and if they are good people, they will return it. Over the next two weeks; I promise myself to not take naps longer than 30 minutes. I promise to constantly revise and regurgitate everything i know, even in conversations with friends. I promise to (wtf i cant believe im saying this) pay attention during chinese I promise to maximise my time at home and in school such that i will achieve good results and make me and my parents proud, happy and willing to pay for anything i want. Despite the superficial intent of my actions, i do believe it will bring me one step closer to achieving a final goal; a spot in some IB program. Or perhaps, it will look good on my college applications and it won't really matter if i go to UWC or ACSI because in the end, it is still the same exam. Its just a matter of effort and subject combination. Saturday, September 4, 2010
murder you know that feeling when you really really really like somebody, then find out they have a girlfriend? story of my life. everything, it seems, is not working in my favour and i (can you even begin to believe what im about to say) have not cried. YET. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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