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Sarah is constantly aggravated by a few choice people who decide that its okay and fun to never do their work and thus force it upon her.
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Thursday, January 27, 2011
krap/crepe have you ever seen a girl who piles on 800 miles of makeup, and just cannot fathom the amount of crap that her pores are being clogged up with? Yeah. That's probably how my parents see me now. I'm never around anymore; i'm at home for 3 purposes only. 1. to use the computer 2. to sleep 3. to shower Work is piling up everywhere, and whenever i have a chance to pick myself up and get cracking, it piles up again and i feel extremely awful that i have to leave some work to other innocent people. However i will not apologize because this has been done to me too so, that's just too bad no apology for you. Wednesday, January 12, 2011
this is not progression there is no more normalcy in this world teenagers inflicting pain on themselves, often times for no good reason, and quite honestly there is no reason to harm yourself because you feel sad or alone. i do believe i am right in saying that nobody is completely alone; you've always got somebody in this world. it could be that homeless guy on that street who has the right piece of advice for you. Unlikely, but possible. more and more are having sex before marriage, which doesn't affect me really, because i don't plan on giving away anything until i get married. but quite seriously, these people who complain about the lack of respect and love they receive, really have only their bad decisions to blame. drug usage and smoking is almost incomprehensible to me. Why would you do that? Really. Why. Why would you put those awful things into your body and expect that you'll age like cindy crawford? it doesn't help you recover from any psychological injuries you might be experiencing, heck it only makes it worse. So would you please do the whole world a favour and stop smoking, for your sake and my sake. the world has gotten so bad that if we continue on this path, we are going to self destruct. crumble. fall apart. whatever say you. it all means the same thing, no matter how much you sugar coat it. Society certainly isn't repressive. Yes, to a certain extent, of course it is, but it isn't so bad that everybody is undervalued and belittled. There is room for breathing, but its a matter of how much oxygen that room can contain. How long you can last. Survival of the fittest. Perhaps this was Singapore's Government's intentions - for us to survive in the world by putting us through a ridiculously tough syllabus, and not allowing any room for late bloomers. Sad, but so true. It's bad enough as it is that the gang violences in Singapore escalated significantly over the past 3 months, but its probably got more depth to it. It isn't always just peer pressure. There has to be something in their subconscious that eggs them on to do it. And it isn't to say that the people involved were complete nutjobs and dumbasses, in fact they probably come from very sheltered backgrounds or the complete opposite. They definitely have education; but i don't think the moral aspect of school stuck with them. Its always the 2 ends of the spectrum. its like nothing, nothing at all happens in the middle. We just sit there quietly and read our textbooks, hoping that one day we will become valued members of society. And usually, that's what we become. Its awful to imagine that one day, after all the hard work we've put into schooling, some idiots might come and cause war. I'd be one of the first to 'rise against' and probably get shot in the process. ALSO, there isn't a metaphorical meaning to everything. sometimes people just write things because it fits with the sentence structure. there isn't a need to be so overly obsessive over the comma used here and in between there and this and blah blah blah. So maybe its the thing that could save us could cause the end of us. Knowledge. "The devil can cite scripture for his purpose" Somehow that quote has always stuck with me. Maybe its because of the lack of trust i have in people, people's lack of trust in me, i don't know. Right now i have no idea what i'm doing or writing. its like my hand has a life of its own and my brain is having a bad case of verbal diarrhea. Sunday, January 2, 2011
This is it its shocking how well i've coped with the stress of sec 3. well, minus all the mental breakdowns that were actually my fault because i was being a bit lazy. i'm not even sure i'll get the conventional secondary 4 experience. but that'll be explained in september if i get accepted or not. Maybe i'll go to college a year early. sit for the sats, get my 4.0 gpa, and get on my way to UW pre-med. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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